Confessions of an Idiot.

Heartbreak Warfare.

2010-10-24T10:46:00.001+08:00

"He has read plenty of fairytales and they all follow the same plot;
There will be a girl, There will be a boy. And there will be a happy ending.
But it won't be theirs."

I completely adored this fanfiction.
One of the best I've read. ♥

I Love You.

2010-10-16T19:19:00.002+08:00

"And my heart flutters every single time you're around."

Hello.

2010-10-15T11:31:00.002+08:00

"Will the day I hold your hand ever come?
Will the day I kiss you above your closed eyes also come?"

Hmm. Okay, so I felt bad for abandoning my blog for a whole month.
It felt like I was betraying Blogger for Twitter.
And guilt was eating me up on the inside. (Not really. But exaggeration takes you far!)

Anyway.
I just re-read my last post.
And wow. I never knew I had it in me to sound so bitter. Haha.

Quasimodo.

2010-10-14T21:39:00.003+08:00

I like to think that I’m a person who has control over my feelings. As turbulent and unpredictable as they are. And for the most part, I do believe that I am in control. Sometimes though, my grip slacks and I lose it. Such times are like now.

I am usually very easily distracted. No kidding. My mind wanders a lot and it never stays on the same thought for more than five minutes. Occasionally though, when I am feeling troubled, I go online and watch some videos. I have to admit; Kpop takes my mind off stuff. Not permanently but long enough for me to reinforce my barriers.

But when even Kpop doesn’t work, I know I’ve got it bad. And to be honest, you aren’t helping matters. I’m neither the most unobservant person on Earth nor am I the most observant. But from what I gather, it seems to me like you just can’t make up your mind. For one moment; you’re teasing lightly, pulling faces behind people’s back, grinning like the adorable idiot you are, And the next; you appear to be avoiding me, with short, cold replies, obvious averted glances, forced smiles and painful silences.

I don’t cry. Because that goes against all the rules I have set for myself. I don’t take it out on others; my friends neither my family. Because that would just be stupid. And I don’t go up to you and scream in your face either. Because I just can’t bring myself to do it. And frankly, I have more dignity than that.

I tell myself not to care. It is after all, your loss and not mine. But I can’t deny the fact that it still fucking hurts.

I’m afraid; I admit. Ridiculously and impossibly so. Not afraid of falling. Because hell, I already am. But afraid of not having someone to catch me when I reach the ground.

Romantist.

2010-09-14T15:11:00.003+08:00

"To all boring, weary, dull days;
Bye Bye Bye Bye!
He’s coming to me, I keep humming like I don't see him.
I fix my hair, I look at the mirror again and again.
And paint a genuine smile on my lips.
Every day, every day is special just because of you."

AND SO I LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE!

Completely random?
Yes, I know.
But it's okay, I reckon I'm allowed to be random.

Obsession.

2010-08-22T10:19:00.003+08:00

"From the agony of goodbye,

Bring us back to that moment."

As a person, I realize that I want alot.

And by alot, I mean alot.

In fact, I don't think there has ever been one time where I actually didn't want anything.

And when I meet people who are so satisfied with what they have that they'd rather stick with the old than the new, I find myself looking up to them.

Because as far as I know, I'll never be like them.

At least, not in the near future, anyway.

And the truth of that kindof makes me ashamed of myself.

Better Together.

2010-08-21T21:22:00.003+08:00

"You gotta know, I'm falling in love.

It's you I fall for in this world.

You gotta know, I can't bear to be without you even if for just a moment.

'Cause I know we're better together."

Lately, I've been feeling compelled to work out.

But it's not that I feel fat or anything.

Because I don't.

... Well, okay. So maybe that wasn't entirely the truth.

I do feel fat. Sometimes. Or after dinner to be exact. :/

But it's not to the point of where I'll scream 'OBESE' at myself each time I look in the mirror.

In fact. I'm all for self-love.

♥ ♥ ♥ (See? I even put three hearts to prove it! Lame? Yes? Okay. Nevermind.)

I do think that it'd be nice if I could get more toned abs/upper arms and slimmer thighs though.

You know. If I ever happen to -ahem- feel extremely SS one day and want to go around in a crop top.

~~Or wear a swimsuit.~~

(I'm actually horrified by this idea. I was never one for extreme skin exposure.)

Anyway.

That being said.

Should I invest in dumbbells or ankle weights? :O

Or should I just wear heels more often. I hear it helps.

Plus. It saves money. Or does it?

(NOTTHATIHAVEANYHEELSINTHEFIRSTPLACEACTUALLY.)

Sigh.

The Hilarity Of It All.

2010-08-21T11:03:00.003+08:00

Buyer: I want items A, B, C, D and E.

Seller: Okay, total is RMxxx. I'll discount you with free postage. (:

Buyer: Is this some sort of scam?

Seller: Er.. No? Purchases totalling up to above RMxxx are discounted with free postage. (o.O)

Buyer: No, I pay for postage. I scare you cheat me.

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA.

Oh my god. That was priceless.

I officially love this site. :D

Obsessions.

2010-08-14T18:03:00.000+08:00

I want. D:

The Things I'd Do.

2010-07-31T10:34:00.003+08:00

"Every breath I take,

Every small step I make,

Every tear I let slip,

Every smile I paint on my lips,

It's all for you, you, you."

Mash-ups are awesome. (:

And so are blogshops.

For those blogshoppers out there that are accessory-crazed (or ring-crazed, like me.) I'd suggest you guys visit Soak Republic.

Their stuff are golden!

It's funny how you're the only person in the planet that can take a punch at my optimism and actually change it to pessimism.

Life.

2010-07-29T18:58:00.003+08:00

"When I get on my knees and cry infront of the world.
When I stop in my tracks in the middle of a storm.
If you alone are standing,
I can handle any amount of pain and suffering.
If only you are with me,
In my life."

Oh god, talk about a completely emotional song.
Makes me want to cry. )':

What's there to do once you lose faith?

280710.

2010-07-28T21:09:00.004+08:00

Today happened to be one of those really important days.
The kind of day where you'd probably bitch-slap yourself if you happened to forget about it.
Today, people, was Balvinder Singh's birthday. And boy, did he get wet! (:

So, here, I'd like to wish a certain buddy of mine a very Happy Birthday!
Thanks for being brought to this Earth.
Thanks for being such a great friend.
Thanks for being my friend, in the first place actually. Haha.
But most of all. Thanks for being tall and dumb.
:P Just kidding.
What I meant was; Thanks for being so Bal-like.
Because well. You know you're awesome like that. (:

Haha. Anyway.
Hope you had a great day.
Hope you liked your presents.
And hope you enjoyed walking around looking like a drowned tall, adorable dork. :P
Love you lots!

Lucifer.

2010-07-23T18:27:00.002+08:00

"When I first saw you, I stopped breathing for a while.
It was as though someone was tightly seizing my heart.
And refusing to let it go.
You took it all.
All of my heart, Just like that."

Just watched SHINee on Music Bank.
The guys are awesome.
I take back all my complaints about their hair.
It, apparently, grew on me.
Either that, or I'm too blinded by their amazing-ness to bother about their hair anymore.
Why do I have a strong feeling it's more of the latter than the former?
Haha.

Btw.
BUFF IS IN. :D

Forever is Never.

2010-07-22T15:00:00.003+08:00

"I learned something new today.

I learned that forever doesn't mean eternally."

Hello, dear blog of mine.

Sorry for not updating recently.

I have been busy. Er. Sleeping.

Sometimes, I wish I could read minds.

Maybe then I would know what people think.

But then again, perhaps that would be a bad idea.

Somethings are, after all, better left unknown.

Mmh. I'm contradicting myself again, aren't I?

Haha.

Got our Science papers back today.

An A. But 78 isn't really that geat an A.

I was expecting higher to be honest.

Well. Guess I should go work on it.

Sometime later. :P

PS:// I wish I could tell you that I love you.

Nothing Better.

2010-07-16T23:37:00.002+08:00

Nothing better,
Nothing better than you.

I can't decide whose version I like more.
So I'm posting both up. (:
It's amazing how well they sing.

Midorians won the Basketball finals!
HELL YES.
You guys are awesome. :D

Twelveans Unmasked Dinner tomorrow evening!
I. Can't. Wait.

You're My.

2010-07-15T17:27:00.002+08:00

"You're my ice cream, My sweetest ice cream,
I really wanna have you.
You're my candy, My lollipop candy.
I really wanna kiss you."

Annyong.
I realized I haven't been blogging much. Lol.
I seem to be suffering from some form of writer's block.
Even my Eng essays aren't as good as they have always been.
And that saddens me.

Sat for Sejarah and KH papers today.
Reckon I flunked both. Sigh.
When it comes to Sejarah, my brain just shuts down and refuses to absorb.
Three years into learning the subject and I still don't get why we have to study it.
It's not like memorizing all the Perjanjians and Tokohs and what not will get us anywhere.

Basketball finals for RIMUP are tomorrow.
And I can't go. :/
Sorry, Midorians.
You guys will do perfectly fine anyway. (:
Hwaiting!

Pre-Trials end tomorrow.
And then, it's the Twelveans Unmasked Dinner on Saturday.
I can't wait. :D

To Tell You The Truth.

2010-07-12T19:41:00.003+08:00

If I were a nice person.
If I were selfless and kind.
If I had a conscience.
I would say I was sorry.

But unfortunately, or is it fortunately?
I am none of the above.

No Other.

2010-07-09T22:53:00.003+08:00

"Call out my heart, Free my soul.

No matter where I look, There's no one like you.

I'm going crazy crazy, Baby."

It's not about skill, nor is it about experience.

It's about believing in each other.

And never, even once doubting the other.

It's when we know that they're there, right behind our backs.

That makes us feel safe and pulls us through.

I love my Midorians. (:

are you ready for solar?

2010-07-09T21:51:00.002+08:00

3 own goals

2010-07-05T20:32:00.000+08:00

The Art Of Being Sadistic?

2010-07-04T17:44:00.003+08:00

"To give no water,
Is better than to give a drop of water."

Working on my currently non-existent abs.
Hope this work-out regime I pulled together helps. :P
Until then, Lee Hyori shall be my role model.

Just watched SuJu and Khunnie on Dream Team.
My weird tendencies kicked in, and I felt like slapping all of those adorable faces.
Meh. :/

I Need A Girl.

2010-07-04T11:32:00.002+08:00

"Baby, I need you.
Boy, you need me too."

Watching Khun on WGM right now.
Looks like this will be another one of those series I follow. (:
What ever happened to studying? Lol.

And Tae Yang is officially awesome.
I hope I Need A Girl ranks first on the charts. :D

Give It To My Y.

2010-07-03T14:59:00.003+08:00

"What will you ever be able to do if you leave me?
To you who hasn't realized and is leaving,
I'll give you one last chance.
Come back to me."

I have to stop taking 4-hour naps everyday. D:
It's totally cancel-ing out the effects of my sit-ups.
Or maybe I should just upgrade my sit-up count to 50 a day?
:/ Hmmm.

Goodbye.

2010-06-29T20:59:00.003+08:00

"For every meeting,

There is a parting.

And because a meeting doesn't last forever,

A parting doesn't either."

It makes a whole lot of sense actually.

Or maybe it's just me wanting to believe it.

Because I'm a complete sap like that. :P

What Are The Chances?

2010-06-26T23:02:00.003+08:00

So let's see.

On Tuesday, we have 2PM guesting on Star Golden Bell at five in the evening.

On Wednesday, we have Super Junior and the Thai Prince guesting on Let's Go Dream Team! at six.

On Thursday is the accursed (did I spell that right?) Report Card Day at god knows what time but probably in the morning.

Not that I really want to know.

My results are shit.

Anyway.

Point is my Mum has to take leave on one of these days.

Question.

How many of you think my mum is insane just enough to take leave on Tuesday or Wednesday and skip my RC (Restaurant City. LOL.) Day?

Space.

2010-06-26T22:44:00.004+08:00

"After you turned away, I missed you so much.

Did you ever stop to think about me?

As soon as you turned away, as soon as you left,

Did you erase me, forget me?"

I don't get it when people complain endlessly about wanting something they don't really need but seem convinced that they would die without.

Down.

2010-06-25T22:33:00.002+08:00

"Won't you catch me before I fall?"

Youtube is my drug. :/

Will probably be going to scour bookshops tomorrow to get workbooks and such.

It's about time I started studying. :P

Coagulation.

2010-06-25T18:21:00.002+08:00

"On the window, dew collects.

On my eyes, tears form.

Slowly, they fall, streaming down."

I don't know why my grandmum insists on making me eat stuff I don't want to eat.

Seriously.

Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul.

2010-06-24T22:00:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Khunnie! (:

Just because I really like this picture. :D

Resolve.

2010-06-24T21:55:00.001+08:00

"Lift your head, Wipe your tears.

Suck it up."

Going 30 hours without sleep was harder than I thought.

Hahahaha. Needless to say, I didn't make it.

Fell asleep at around 4 last night. D:

Oh well.

It was fun. (:

Love Ya.

2010-06-21T19:21:00.003+08:00

"It hurts when I look at you,
I lose my breath.
Why don't you get it?
Baby, let me love ya."

I know I said I had no intention on watching YongSeo's WGM episodes...
But I'm fickle-minded and completely indecisive so yeah. :D

Besides, I need to have something to do on Wednesday night, right?
Aside from reading fanfictions, that is.
Lol.

Btw, Happy Birthday Ryeowookie!
(:

Hallelujah.

2010-06-20T11:04:00.002+08:00

My Dad can apparently make a living out of his golf winnings.

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

SHOPPING TIME.

Kiss The Rain.

2010-06-20T10:49:00.003+08:00

"I'm gonna be okay,

Baby, Without you."

I really, really have to stop spending all my money on earrings and rings. D:

I reckon like half of my allowance goes to all those.

The other half being to my phone bill. -.-

God knows why I text so much.

Btw, that's why I don't reply texts sometimes. :P

Neetosavemoneyfor-er-collegepurposes?

Lolwtheck am I saying.

Perhaps I should intentionally silent my phone and chuck it somewhere undetectable one day.

...Bad idea? Okay, never mind.

Anyway.

Happy Father's Day to my Papa. :D

Sharing with my sister to get him some shampoo/hair-thingy.

I swear, ever since she started working at Spazio all we've been getting people for birthdays/other celebrations are shampoos and hair creams and hair wax and hairspray and conditioners and hair masks and.. yeah.

I'm not complaining!

Immaturity.

2010-06-19T20:11:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes, I wish I could just go deaf.

So that I wouldn't have to torture myself listening to your voice."

To all the problematic anti-fans out there,

Be nice and go die. Or at least shut up.

Thank you.

I swear, there isn't a single video on Youtube that doesn't have some idiot, who can't keep his/her insults to him/herself, commenting.

Seriously, it's not like anyone is forcing you to like them.

Respect the fans and keep your fingers to yourself.

SOLAR

2010-06-19T17:04:00.002+08:00

Superstar

Beauty.

2010-06-18T21:45:00.002+08:00

"My heart is beating so fast,

It feels like it will stop."

Don't Stop Can't Stop makes great eye candy.

Mehehehe.

NU ABO.

2010-06-18T18:01:00.003+08:00

Bawh.

Went with Mummy to Times Square today.

Got 2PM's and SuJu's albums.

Completely completely broke now. D:

But heck. I don't really care. I'm happeh!

I am overjoyed that school is starting soon.

I miss the mates. TT

A Friend's Confession.

2010-06-17T20:52:00.003+08:00

"Baby, come to me now and be my lady.
I wanted to tell you many times but I held onto my confession,
But now, I will confess; I love you."

Had a blast at Pyramid today.

I know 25 bucks is a little absurd for a ring but wtf, it's just so pretty.
Not to mention the fact that it actually compliments my fingers. Mehehehehe.
I am glad I bought this. *nods nods*

And I also got ten pairs of earrings.
Yes, I am obsessed. :D

I am now, not surprisingly, completely broke
Hingg. )':

PS:// The Cwen Washroom incident today was to put in simple words;
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

죽어도 못 보내.

2010-06-16T19:24:00.005+08:00

"Just because I don't know the world very well.
It doesn't mean that I can't feel the pain."

Just watched Dream Team.
Sangchu is freaking awesome.
Why isn't he an athlete again?
Not that I'm complaining, of course.
Lol.

Yay! Going out with Cwen and Sammy tomorrow. :D

Two Different Tears.

2010-06-16T13:00:00.002+08:00

"You gave me two different tears,
So I hate you.
So I love you."

Ddanddaranddanddanddaranddan.
I can't wait for the broadcast of Suju's DT episode. (:

이 노래.

2010-06-15T19:38:00.003+08:00

We have to take the good with the bad,

And smile with the sad.

Love what we've got and remember what we had.

Always forgive but never forget.

Learn from our mistakes but never regret.

People may change, things might go wrong.

But keep in mind, that life goes on.

Tell Me Goodbye.

2010-06-15T19:04:00.005+08:00

"Baby, our love itself brings us pain.

And I've got nothing,

Nothing to say."

Just watched Star Golden Bell on KBS.

And I have to say that I very much prefer their old set and system.

This new one's kindof boring. :/

I like the cast though. :D

All Night Long.

2010-06-15T11:16:00.003+08:00

"There's no need for complicated explanations,

Just by the meeting of our gazes,

I can tell, I can know.

I want to be like this forever with you, Baby."

I'm slowly reverting to my nocturnal ways.

This is not good.

I Will Give My Life To You.

2010-06-14T12:44:00.002+08:00

"Don't hurt anymore,
Don't cry anymore.
I'm going to watch over you,
We'll be together forever."

My eyeball feels weird today. :/

I completely adore 2PM's new song.
Just saying. (:

You!

2010-06-13T13:29:00.002+08:00

"I'm looking at you,
Only you."

Taiwanese shows are weird. :/

Last Gift.

2010-06-12T23:48:00.002+08:00

'I don't know why, I can't move on.
You're my one last love."

I can't believe it took me this long to figure out the HusWife thingy.
Oh god, I'm an idiot.

I hate windows and the whole minimizing-maximizing ordeal.
D:

돌아올지도 몰라 .

2010-06-12T17:30:00.002+08:00

"You've already left.
But I still can't help but let myself hope.
After all, You might come back."

To be honest, holidays bore me.
There's absolutely nothing to do at home. ):
Except eat junkfood.
Which does wonders for my complexion. -.-

Meh.

Because.

2010-06-10T22:29:00.003+08:00

"For every door closed,
Another is opened.
Life is full of possibilities.
And it is in your hands to make use of them."

Cheer up!
Saranghae.

Baa baa black sheep

2010-06-09T17:38:00.002+08:00

Hottie.

Old Man.

Toilet Rolls.

2010-06-08T23:27:00.002+08:00

WooYoung. Because really.
Who else can pull off a Toshio and still appear completely adorable? (:

Completely Opinionated.

2010-06-08T23:05:00.003+08:00

"Oh for goodness sake, you guys. Kibum's cute. Jinki's cute. I'm cute. WE'RE ALL FUCKING CUTE. Now shut up."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH.

ROFLMAO.

*Dies Laughing*

...Mmh. I should really stop quoting from fanfics.

Time To Call On The Minions.

2010-06-08T22:00:00.003+08:00

"All that shit with the kekekes and the hehehes."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

God knows why I find that line so awfully crack-tastic.

Heck.

2010-06-08T18:31:00.002+08:00

"Light footsteps etched faintly in the snow,

Marking one's journey through the bitter cold."

Screw Astro and their damned rain conditions.

And Ammelia, I would appreciate it if you would stop calling TY gay.

Cuz you know very well he is not.

Beep

2010-06-08T17:58:00.002+08:00

TABI , GD, TAE YANG-IEE.

<3

Say no evil

2010-06-04T21:12:00.002+08:00

TY = Adorable Vain Pot.

I Hate You,

2010-06-04T19:37:00.002+08:00

"I hate you so much I could die."

Oh gosh.
Why are they so cute?
*Flails*

Pawh. Can't wait for tomorrow. (:

Tik Tok.

2010-06-03T21:03:00.003+08:00

"Nobody knows,
That you and I love like this everyday.
There's no room in my heart for anyone else but you."

Had KH today.
Er. I don't think I did too bad.
Considering that I really didn't study at all. Lol.

Maths tomorrow.
Last day tomorrow.
Need I say more?

I'm overjoyed. (:

Ahek.
TaeYang. <3

You're my lollipop

2010-06-02T19:49:00.002+08:00

Isn't T.O.P the cutest thing? :D

Hi, this is amy uploading all your big bang pictures. Hmm.. I wonder if you guys have it already. =/ Hahahahaha. I'm just bored. Bare with me.

Follow Your Soul.

2010-06-02T14:51:00.004+08:00

"The moment our eyes met,
It felt like time had stopped."

Moving on and getting over it seems like a good idea right now.
Lol.

Love U More.

2010-05-29T10:26:00.002+08:00

"Forever I love you.

Even if a lifetime passes.

I know I will only love you."

Funnily enough, I don't seem all that bothered.

Lol. But that's a good thing, I suppose.

Besides, everything does happen for a reason. (:

Tweet-er?

2010-05-28T13:11:00.001+08:00

Oh, what do you know?

I started tweeting.

Follow me? (:

K O R E A

2010-05-27T21:26:00.001+08:00

Victory victory victory KOREA! :D

Only You.

2010-05-27T16:42:00.002+08:00

"Only you.

Only you can bring me back to life.

I can't stop these tears.

So just come back to me.

It's only you, my baby, it's only you."

My eyeball annoys me.

And I think I flunked Geo.

Mehehehee. (:

A Death Wish.

2010-05-25T19:36:00.003+08:00

Hello there.
I just downed a box of strawberry milk.
So I'm in a relatively brilliant mood now. (:
Even though it's Sejarah and KH tomorrow and I haven't studied for either.
I'm actually feeling not too panicky.
...Yet.

Mmmmfh.
I'm gonna die, aren't I? TT

Only For You.

2010-05-23T14:16:00.005+08:00

I should study.
Should I study?
Yes, I should study.
But how do I study BM exactly?
Ugh.
Just screw this.

I've never been so lazy before in my life.
Well. Okay. So maybe I have.

Juliette.

2010-05-23T10:48:00.001+08:00

"Please give me a chance.
When you look at me with those eyes of yours,
I feel compelled to just hold you in my arms."

I am hungry.
Hungry am I.
Bawh.
D:

Marry U.

2010-05-21T21:04:00.002+08:00

"For a lifetime I'll be by your side.
Loving you always,
Cherishing you through the snow and rain.
Forever protecting you, My love."

Happy endings don't exist.
There's no such thing as a Happily Ever After.
Words like Forever and Always are not true.
Because nothing lasts forever.

보나마나.

2010-05-21T20:55:00.002+08:00

"Listen girl,
I like you.
Baby girl,
I love you."

Dong Hae is just so cute. Period.
And did I ever tell you that I completely love TY's voice?
I swear I do. (:

Tell me goodbye

2010-05-20T19:31:00.000+08:00

TOP looked so hot ;)

니가 밉다.

2010-05-19T18:23:00.002+08:00

"Baby, come back to my world.
Come back and be my girl."

Annyong everyone.
Our mid-terms start tomorrow.
And I haven't studied yet.
Die. Dead. Bye Bye.

150810.

2010-05-18T18:23:00.002+08:00

Oh my dear Tae Yang.

Saengil Chukahamnida. (;

Lies

2010-05-16T16:49:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry.

I really am.

Sapphire Blue.

2010-05-16T10:17:00.002+08:00

"The two of us floating above the clouds.

Our hands locked in promise.

Oh, I love you."

Annyong, dear readers.

If there are any in the first place.

I'm in EunHae mood today. (:

I'm also in writing mood.

Which usually equals to me writing fics.

Instead of studying.

Which isn't exactly a good thing.

But really. That's always the case anyway.

I hate sunburnts.

And I miss HanKyung. )':

Bonamana.

2010-05-14T18:27:00.002+08:00

"Bounce to you, Bounce to you.
My heart is beating.
It's beating so fast that it can't be caught.
Break it down to you, down to you.
If my heart can't have you, then it'll stop."

Completely breathtaking. (:

Shining Star.

2010-05-08T15:27:00.004+08:00

"Shining Star.

Like a little Diamond.

Even though I'm lacking, I'll protect you.

We'll always be together, till the end of time."

Today. Was awesome. (:

I Love You, Baby.

2010-05-06T19:47:00.003+08:00

And just when I thought his eyes couldn't possibly get any bigger..

If Key/TaeYang/DongHae doesn't get to me first,
Then this puppy-eyed, angle-voiced ex-blondie, now-adorable-brown-haired-cutie will be the death of me someday. :P

She Wants It.

2010-05-06T19:13:00.002+08:00

"Ggeunjeokhun jeokhan maboebgateun,

Geunyeo-ae geomujileh georyeo.

Heo-nal su eopseo.

Waenji mulla idaeroga joha.

Nan imi bbajeotna."

Sometimes, I just find myself sitting back and wondering what I would do if there weren't so many amazing people in my life.

My mum. My dad. My grandmum. My granddad. My sister. Her boyfriend. My aunties. My uncles. My cousins.

And the close buddies.

Amy. Sophia. Mei Jun. Ian. Ching Wen. Samantha. Denyse. Bal. David. Samuel. Vincy. Sherry. Babylyn. Nicholas. Aloysius.

They're always there. Whether by text, MSN, phone call, Facebook or in person.

And I know there are times when I forget how much they've done for me.

How much I'm indebted to them.

How they always, always lend me a listening ear even when they don't really want to know what I want to say.

And for those ungrateful times of mine, I want to say that I'm really sorry.

I want to thank them. So so much.

For putting up with me.

For letting me know that there'll always be someone to crash down to.

For showing concern.

For being there.

And although I don't say it all that much.

I want them to know that I love them.

Heck alot. (;

Potsticks, Curses and Hodgepodge.

2010-05-05T18:12:00.003+08:00

They're not showing Dream Team today because of that stupid show.

NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. D:

STUPID KBS.

*Off to a corner to sulk*

A little more and I'm done with my Sej folio. Yay.

PS:// 2PM is aweshome.

PPS:// Jjong's voice is just lovely.

Falling For You.

2010-05-03T21:53:00.003+08:00

Hahahahahahahahahaha.
Eun Hyuk's awesome. ;D

It's crazy how much control you have over my emotions.

Oh, Yeah.

2010-05-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

Oh, Happy Birthday Woo Young-iee. (:

2PM.

2010-04-29T15:45:00.003+08:00

Okay. So these guys are really growing on me. (:

Just Downright Scared.

2010-04-27T19:44:00.002+08:00

Afraid of wanting too much, of wanting too little.

Afraid of never finding love.

Afraid of getting what I want, and then realising that I don't want it after all.

Afraid of being a nobody.

Afraid of the responsibilities that come with being a somebody.

Afraid of others and what they might say.

Afraid of finding out that they're all right.

Afraid of realising that happy endings don't exist.

Afraid of never finding any answers to a never-ending list of questions.

Afraid of vanishing into time.

Afraid of living a life filled with regrets.

Can't Help Falling In Love With You.

2010-04-27T14:32:00.003+08:00

Insane people.

Realized you guys forgot Dong Hae? Lol.

I have an obssession with strawberry milk.

No, wait.

I have an obssession with strawberries in general.

You know your ear's fine when you slap it twice and it doesn't hurt.

BOO !

2010-04-26T18:18:00.002+08:00

You can't possibly let Ammelia have all the fun, can you ?
Sharing is caring anyway. ;p

Imma in the middle of my Geo folio.
Attempted Record: FINISH IT IN A DAY.
Not that you care. (:
So yea.

What about me ? TT

Indecisive Me.

2010-04-26T14:41:00.003+08:00

LOLWTF.

What the heck is up with that post?

A.NI.YA.

2010-04-25T13:22:00.000+08:00

WHY WHY WHY.

I shall kill Sophia.

I'm Gonna Be Okay.

2010-04-24T16:34:00.003+08:00

"Listen, everything happens for a reason.

Everything happens for a reason.

Dareun yeojareun mannan geoneun ibeon han beonppun iraneun.

Maldo andweneun mallo bonamana,

Tanlo yaegi malgo.

Just turn around.

Naega neomu apeo.

I just want to stop."

Without U is awesome.

No shit.

You know it's a crush when you start hoping every text you get is from that person.

I need you, Boo.

2010-04-24T16:31:00.000+08:00

S'Okay. (:
Thanks for coming.

Lover Boy.

2010-04-24T16:23:00.003+08:00

Omg. Mega cutie. *Flails*

General Courtesy.

2010-04-23T18:47:00.003+08:00

Honestly?

That was rude and unecessary.

Perhaps you should be a little more polite, should there be a next time.

Heck, WhydoIevenbother.

Don't Stop, Can't Stop.

2010-04-23T18:18:00.002+08:00

"So we don't stop!

No, we can't stop!

Until we reach the Top!"

So.

I realize that I like 2PM.

Canteen Day!

2010-04-23T14:09:00.003+08:00

Its not that I have anything against SNSD.

I'd just prefer it if my blog didn't feature pictures of them.

And well technically you can't blame me for that. Lol.

Anyway.

I'm overjoyed to say that Hari Kantin is tomorrow!

To those who are going please, please visit 3M's stalls okay?

The Midorians and The Fire-Breathing Samuel's in the Canteen.

Don't ask.

And The Charm Bucket's in the Dataran Ilmu.

(: Thanks.

Hi-yum!

2010-04-19T14:33:00.002+08:00

Cha! What an adorable dork.
Bye-yum! (;

PS:// Ammelia Lim, I'd appreciate it if you keep your SNSD-dedicated posts on your blog. Thank you. :P

Predictions.

2010-04-16T22:07:00.003+08:00

AYHMEEH.

My blog will be R-Rated at this rate.

Ahem. Totally random but;

I reckon Dae Sung and K. Will shares the same face.

Seriously. It's kind of creepy.

The resemblance is uncanny.

Or maybe its just me and my less-than-perfect-eyesight.

But anyway.

I wonder if they're illegitimate twins or something.

Mmmh.

...Okay. So maybe not.

Brothers then?

아직은.

2010-04-16T13:52:00.004+08:00

"I never wanted to admit it.

I never thought we would end it like this.

But I gotta say, I still love you."

I reckon.

I have a dangerous addiction to tee-shirts.

Especially those with witty, sarcastic messages on them.

Ammelia Lim, have you been sneak-updating my blog?

Anyway; Eeps. I like the picture.

*-*

Ahek.

I hope I get to pierce my ears tomorrow. Heeeee. (:

Goodbye, Baby.

2010-04-09T23:14:00.003+08:00

12 episodes.

Oh my god.

Only 12 episodes.

WHY????

What am I gonna do without any more Hello Baby???

I can't live on repeat episodes forever. D:

I think I shall go to a corner and tear my hair out right now.

And cry.

And mourn.

And grow mushrooms there.

And bring out my compass and stab the parquet.

And then get murdered by mummy when she notices the holes.

And basically just be emo-fied for a day or two.

Confessions.

2010-04-09T14:28:00.004+08:00

"Rawr!"

"Er. Whut?"

"That's I love you in dinosaur language."

Talk about adorability. :3

I find it insane how fast time seems to fly.

A Whole New World.

2010-04-08T16:58:00.005+08:00

"I can open your eyes.

Take you wonder by wonder.

Over, sideways and under on a

Magic carpet ride."

Auditions were today.

Ohmygod.

Happy Birthday, Jong Hyun! ;D

반짝 반짝!

2010-04-02T18:39:00.003+08:00

"Dear, whatever you do,

I'll follow you till the end.

I'll wait like yesterday, whenever and wherever.

Call me, baby. You are my sparkling star."

First.

I need to get this off my chest.

I apologise if I had made you feel uncomfortable.

I had no idea that the issue bothered you that much.

I didn't mean it.

And I'm sorry.

Second.

Junho is my latest obsession. ;D

He's so cute. Eeps.

Is this font colour too bright? o.O

Run Devil Run.

2010-03-31T16:06:00.004+08:00

"Neon jaemi eopseo,

Manner eopseo.

Neon devil neon neon."

You don't mess with this level of perfection.

Alright?